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« throw the goats | Main | see the dust cloud disappear » November 12, 2004a rush and a pushA friend of mine called me yesterday, worried, because I haven't updated my blog in almost a week. "Well, I'm glad you waited a whole week to call me," I said, "because if I were dead, I'd be getting pretty stinky right now." "That makes no sense at all," he said. "I don't have to make sense!"I said, "I'm beautiful, Lois!" "Well, you're still able to quote Family Guy," he said, "so I'm going to assume you're just busy." And he was right. I've been too busy to sit down and write about anything . . . and most of what's going on in my life right now is either: a) too personal to blog about b) Totally Top Secret And I Can't Talk About It or c) it's so goddamned boring, it's not worth the effort to talk about how boring it is. One of the very few things that I can talk about that doesn't fit the above criteria is Mac World! The press release already went out, so I didn't get a chance to scoop it, but the Really Big News is that I've been invited to speak at MacWorld in San Francisco in January. I have been a Mac user since the very early days of the Mac 128. I wrote my first stories on that machine, and I still have the printouts from the dot-matrix printer I used way back then. I've been to several MacWorld expos, and I can't believe that I actually get to be a part of the show. Until now, the largest audience I've ever addressed was close to five thousand people at the Royal Albert Hall in London, but the audience I will at MacWorld will probably be the largest I've ever been in front of in my life. I hear that they're expecting somewhere between five and six thousand people in the room, plus I think there will be some sort of simulcast online (and I'll release my presentation under Creative Commons again,) so I could theoretically reach ten thousand people. I'm used to addressing an average crowd of about 150 people, and I get a little anxious when the crowd approaches 500 . . . but thousands? Eep. I should feel too nervous to even move . . . but my nerves are totally overwhelmed by excitement, because I didn't get this invitation because I Used To Be Wesley On Star Trek, or anything like that. I got this invitation to speak because one of the MacWorld organizers saw me perform Just A Geek at Gnomedex!! It feels like I earned the opportunity, and I'm going to give the performance of my life when I'm there. Remember when I wrote that I feel like I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be in my life right now? How I'm content, but not complacent? It's because of things like this. I don't feel like I need to run away from the stuff I used to do (or the person I used to be) anymore. I feel like I spent the first thirty years of my life building this complicated foundation, and now I'm living in a wonderful house atop it. I'm off to prepare my presentation for ApacheCon on Monday in Las Vegas. Have a great weekend, everyone. Trackback Pings TrackBack URL for this entry: Listed below are links to weblogs that reference a rush and a push: » "Well, I'm glad you waited a whole week to call me," I said, "because if I were dead, I'd be getting pretty stinky right now." from BlogBites Comments
YAY! i'm first!!! i also love macs, been a user since i was 6. that is so totally exciting! i was already planning on heading up to frisco for the expo anyways, but now i'll have to be SURE to go. :) congrats wil! Posted by: Jessie at November 12, 2004 10:05 AMThat is awesome - I heard about it the other day and was wondering when you would post :) YAY! i'm fir... Damn! Yay! for Wil's contentment tho. That is all :) Posted by: reno at November 12, 2004 10:08 AMGood for you Wil! It sounds like things are coming together for you! Don't forget that you've EARNED every good thing that has come to you. And it's all because you have been so honest and generous with your time, and have chosen to do the things that are close to your heart. Take care! Posted by: Laura at November 12, 2004 10:09 AMSoooo, when are you going to come to the East Coast? HHHmmmmmm Dragon Posted by: Dragon at November 12, 2004 10:17 AMCongratulations! =D I think it's like you said about Star Trek opening doors, although it's not necessarily Star Trek for the rest of us: we can all be known for something we once did, but that only gets our foot in the door. After that, it's up to us to keep going, to keep GROWING, and maybe one day we'll finally get where you are. At least, we can hope. =) Posted by: Kristan at November 12, 2004 10:21 AMHow dare you let your blog go untouched for so many days. What you're doing in life could not possibly be more important than my need to read about it. I was forced to read OTHER PEOPLES BLOGS while you took your little happy hiatus. You go and build something up, and then neglect it, letting it settle quietly into the dust. Make up some more stories, damnit! Poker stories, family stories, pet stories, horrible neighbor stories... anything! I don't want to read how great things are going, I need conflict in my entertainment! Now get back to work! Posted by: Keith Coogan at November 12, 2004 10:24 AMI know what you can share in your blog that couldn't be too personal. What are your Thanksgiving plans with the family? Posted by: Laura at November 12, 2004 10:31 AMAnd here I thought you were just down for the count playing Halo 2 like the rest of us... C Posted by: Chuck at November 12, 2004 10:48 AMDude! Thousands! That is SO COOL!! Its funny I was just watching The Ellen show yesterday and she mentioned how she gets more nervous in front of 8 people than she does in front of 5000 because she figures that the odds are that 1200 of them will laugh at the right parts and she won't notice the rest and feel as self conscious. You could think of it that way, although I know the odds are good that there won't be a single person in the audience that isn't With You. Once you start, your natural charm and humor will shine through as it has every time I've seen you and you will RAWK! \m/ Posted by: AngelGypsy at November 12, 2004 10:52 AMI am so happy to hear the awesome news, you'll do great and keep up the good hard work wel done Mr. Wheaton, God bless. Posted by: Nathalie Marroquin at November 12, 2004 10:59 AMVery Cool! I used to drive down from Spokane to the Bay Area every January to visit friends and go to Mac World. Didn't make it down this year since I moved from Spokane to Seattle in January, but this is my perfect excuse to make sure I'm there this year. Looking forward to it. Posted by: Andy Reilly at November 12, 2004 11:17 AMOh sure, you got invited to speak at MacWorld, but the rest of us Gnomedexers got those cool folding frisbee's flung at our heads! :) I really enjoyed your performance at the 'Dex, and I'm sure the Macheads will enjoy it too. Posted by: Jason Leib at November 12, 2004 11:22 AMThe Mac thing (can you see how not-techno-savvy I am?) sounds great, Wil...if you've got butterflies, some Inderal should do the trick. ;-) Posted by: Winona at November 12, 2004 11:36 AMcome to the east coast! we want to see you read from your book too. *pout* Posted by: steph at November 12, 2004 11:51 AMA Macintosh 128? I still have printouts from my old (yet still working) Apple IIGS. Gotta love those Dot matix printouts. Congradulations on the invite from MacWorld. Is there a chance that this is an Open attendance conference? I would love to fly up to San Francisco to attend. Posted by: 444621 at November 12, 2004 12:05 PMWell Done Man! Dont worry about being nervous or excited in front of all those people.If you do,just hold your laptop over your crotch and they will never know! ;7) heh *mOjO* Posted by: redrhino at November 12, 2004 12:20 PMThat's great news. I wish that 1) I could come see you in Las Vegas on Monday and 2)that I could attend MacWorld. I've never been able to hear you read live. Don't get me wrong. I've heard you speak via the web, but it would be so much better to hear you in person. Ah well...have a great time at both! We all know that you'll be the best one up there! Funny. I was just blogging about your entry from last year. Lamenting over my own 27th birthday a week ago, I decided to look back at your 31st birthday entry and see where I was at with regards to your friend's theory. You posted, and I read, that entry when I was 25. Not quite at 30 at the time, but still not getting any farther from it, either. And back then, that entry made me feel a bit better about the whole age thing. She was right, Wil. Look how far you are now. You've earned alot more than just a trip to speak at MacWorld, or Gnomedex, or Linucon, or DCC, or any convention you speak at. You've earned the respect and admiration of quite a few people, and not because you were Wesley, but because you're Wil. Nothing to sneeze at. See? You've passed 30, and now, you're using the stuff you gathered. And holy heck, ain't it paying off in spades! Go Wil :D Posted by: Eric in PA at November 12, 2004 12:24 PMI feel like I spent the first thirty years of my life building this complicated foundation, and now I'm living in a wonderful house atop it. Have you been watching a little too much "Six Feet Under" recently? Don't forget to put up the scaffolding. They say that your 20's are a period of self-discovery. You are six bits old now. I think that means you are firmly in full adulthood now. Posted by: Alan 3 at November 12, 2004 12:33 PMHey Wil, don't sweat it. You totally earned it! You are a natural public speaker and it's obvious you like to do it. Now, I have to go beat down on that "Voice of Self-doubt" for you, don't need him coming along on that trip with you. Posted by: Bebinn at November 12, 2004 12:39 PMCongratulations, Wil! I will admit that for a while, I just saw you as Wesley, but now that I've been on your site, it's easier to see you as the smart, funny guy that you are (instead of the button pusher who says "Yes, Captain!"). I must say that you've done quite a bit since then that is, in my opinion, worth more. Keep it up! Sure, the year after my husband stoped working on the Mac your performing. Congrats!!!! LOL. Well, glad nothing bad happened to prevent you from posting. Indeed, I, too, was forced to read other people's blogs just for something to do. Even *gasp* the blogs of people I know! (Shame! I shouldn't have had to do that! ;) jk) My usage of Macs vs PCs comes and goes. But I do remember with fondness spending endless hours in my jr high's computer lab which had nothing but Macs, so I learned everything about computers from Macs. :) I staunchly supported the Mac users when my H.S. went to PCs. (Though I have a PC at home now b/c I *need* to play games. :) ) Of course you earned it! :) Many congrats! Have a great time at both cons. Do con reports this time, too! (Hey, Linucon report anyone? LOL) Posted by: angie k at November 12, 2004 01:14 PMDamn right, you earned it! Congratulations, and knock 'em dead. This post brought to you via the home office iMac. ;) Posted by: Gwalchmai at November 12, 2004 01:49 PMHow sweet of you not to post until I finally had time to check the blog! ;) Posted by: Beverly at November 12, 2004 02:00 PMCongradulations, Wil! You have earned it. Have fun and goodluck in Vegas. I was actually watching Family Guy on TiVo when I started reading this entry. Hilarious! Posted by: Megan at November 12, 2004 02:35 PMi was about to buy "JUst a A Geek" oh well Posted by: sarah at November 12, 2004 02:40 PMGlad to see you back Wil. I hope you're doing ok even though you won't get into detail. I don't blame you for wanting your privacy.... So very full of the awesomes. Congrats :) Btw, i've been checking the blog like 20 times a day in the hopes of seeing as SOON as you updated ;) Posted by: Tammy at November 12, 2004 03:14 PMI'm a recent Mac convert and am completely in love with my PowerBook. I only wish that I could play the Sims2 right now with everyone else... Posted by: Christina at November 12, 2004 03:16 PMGood to hear that things are going well for you. I have only been to one MacWorld, even though I only live a few blocks from the Moscone Center, but I will try to make it so I can see your show. FYI, some of my favorite postings are about everyday events -- maybe what you refer to as your boring life. :-) My favorite story in "Dancing Barefoot" is about your aunt's house. Glad to hear that you're alive and kicking, and back to posting! Posted by: Linda at November 12, 2004 03:36 PMI'm glad to see I wasn't the only one obsessively checking your blog to see if you'd updated. I'm so happy for you! Congrats on getting the chance to speak. I wish I could offer some advice on dealing with a crowd that big, but I know I'd be a mess if I were in that situation. So I'll just wish you luck, and tell ya I think you'll do a great job. Posted by: Amber at November 12, 2004 03:54 PMIts great that you seem to have everything in order, but they say that if you have to always reaffirm how happy you are, you're only trying to prove it to yourself. Not that its any of my business, but it seems like you're trying too much to convince yourself and others of your happiness. Let your life's work speak for itself, you have a lot to be proud of! Posted by: emily at November 12, 2004 04:07 PMWill! Mac su.... rocks! :-) Seriously...MAC's come a long way in recent years especially. That conference would be a blast to be at. There's surely a whole load of new crap that's coming out! Go and enjoy the experience! Posted by: Chris at November 12, 2004 04:20 PMI just have to ask - any of those writings on a LaserWriter? Posted by: Joseph Finn at November 12, 2004 04:43 PMI hope to see you there! I'll be up there for a tea expo and hope to be able to stop by macworld and see if there will be any more product announcements. dude. you rule. Posted by: seasnail at November 12, 2004 05:30 PMIt's a nice feeling, isn't it Wil, to be recognized for the work you really want recognition for? Congratulations! I shall quote Jedi Master Obi-wan Kenobi here and say "You've taken your first step into a larger world." Quite literally, in fact. Good luck with the multitudes. You'll do fine. Just picture them all in their underwear. On second thought, don't. It'll just make you laugh. Hugs, A fellow programmer I know used to tell me, "There are only three numbers in the world: 0, 1 and n." 500, 5000, what's the difference? It's just more people sitting there naked as you talk. Just pick out a few and talk to them. Maybe I'll drop by. Good luck! Posted by: Dave at November 12, 2004 06:05 PMThat's awesome, Will. I'll be in San Francisco over the hollidays. Maybe I'll see you at the convention. And maybe, just maybe, I will switch from being a loyal PC user. Posted by: Tim at November 12, 2004 06:54 PMDon't be nervous. You're an actor- think of it as just another performance. And also, have a great time in Las Vegas. *hugs* -Vanessa Nichole Posted by: Vanessa Nichole at November 12, 2004 07:17 PMMacs rocks, Wil Wheaton rocks, Macworld+Wil Wheaton = awesomeness Posted by: Ali at November 12, 2004 07:23 PMWow, Wil, that's going to kick so much ass! Congrats! Also, I just wanted to let you know how much I'm enjoying "Just a Geek." I really appreciate how open and honest you are. Thanks for such an awesome book! :o) Posted by: Kimberly at November 12, 2004 07:25 PMI wanna go to Mac World to see Wil....wait, I am available to go...I'm gonna go! *Happy Dance* Posted by: =^) at November 12, 2004 07:46 PMI figured you were off playing GTA. Or mudding again. glad to have you back again, Wil! Posted by: Steph at November 12, 2004 09:22 PMExcellent Wil! Enjoy your trip, and fold a few for me. :) P.S. My posting code started off with The Hammer...hehe... Posted by: April at November 12, 2004 10:00 PMMy God! If I had to speak to that many people, I'd barf all over the front row!!! That's a pleasant thought! ;-) Well, you don't have to worry about it, Wil, You're so easy and friendly that people will love you immediately! Good luck! Scott Posted by: Scott T at November 12, 2004 11:12 PMWow wil, what an honor. Dude you earned it, how's the view from atop of that foundation? I wont be there this year I'm in Japan till Jan 2005 . Have a good time! Lynx Posted by: Lynx at November 12, 2004 11:44 PMNice to know your still with us Wil. The Royal Albert Hall eh? Was that when you were on TNG? Take it easy W. P.S. Looking forward to the audio book. Posted by: Ferris at November 13, 2004 04:43 AM*claps and cheers fill the...uh...room (pretend with me) as Wil Wheaton, blogger extraonaire takes the stage...panties and...BOXERS? litter the stage as the cheers grow to deafening level* See, it will be great! Help the nerves any? Love the Family Guy quote and you did make sense...a little...er, be glad you're beautiful, Wil. Posted by: Beth at November 13, 2004 06:18 AMHow do I know you are a fellow Mac User? You said Eep. dude. that rocks. spam! Posted by: Kristin at November 13, 2004 07:15 AMAhh! I'm jealous! I've always wanted to go to Macworld, let alone be invited to speak! Good on you! (Sorry so exclamatory - just excited!) Here's to hoping a)is wonderful/great Break a leg at ApacheCon! And cograts on the MacWorld speach. :) Posted by: Tamara at November 13, 2004 09:39 AM01/13/2005, 09:30 AM - 10:30 AM THIS SUCKS!!!!!! The one time your gonna come perform near me and I have to be at SFO to catch a flight at that same time *pouts and stomps foot throwing a tantrum* hmmm, Hey Wil, you gonna be driving up? LOL you'll need to stop in Salinas (Monterey area - right on Hwy 101) and give us our own reading of Just a Geek !!!! LOL Posted by: Molli at November 13, 2004 11:27 AMYay! I'm last. Good for you. Give 'em heck! Posted by: Joann Landers at November 13, 2004 09:25 PMHey, great news! I work at the Borders in Union Square, just up the street from the MacWorld convention. Come by and sign your books and say hello! Just ask for the stacey who's obsessed with Bollywood, and my co-workers will know exactly who you mean. (there's more than one stacey at the store) We usually get free passes to MacWorld, but I think it's only the display part, not the program part. Still, I'll do my best to come and be part of the multitude... Hey, I don't suppose you'd like to do a real event at my Borders? That would be so neato! Posted by: juststacey at November 13, 2004 11:05 PMThis is for the politics department. If you're still disturbed by the results of our recent elections (even if you're not), please go look at blackboxvoting.org, and then continue clicking through the internet to see what people are trying to do to investigate the many voting irregularites that have been reported. The word needs to spread and people need to be made aware of what's going on that the news isn't reporting or telling people about. Thank you so much! Posted by: Calli at November 14, 2004 12:05 AMAll the cool kids use Macs!! :-) Posted by: Omni at November 14, 2004 05:47 AMNow that our lab finally upgraded the Macs to OSX, they arent so bad anymore. Used to have major compatability issues with everything else. But we upgraded, and everyones happy. Hey Wil, Dont know if you ever read these comments, but I found this and thought you might get a kick out of it. Posted by: Jeremiah at November 14, 2004 11:20 AMYour audience won't be captive so that means they are sitting there to see you 'coz they want to. Congrats Wil and I hope you enjoy every minute. Cheers Wil: The only criticism I have of your post is when you say that you finally feel as though you "earned" the recognition. I guess when I read it I got a feeling you really meant it. Good luck in Vegas. Let me know how it goes. Live yer bliss! Bud Posted by: ud Fields at November 14, 2004 03:21 PMI'm glad you feel you deserve your fame this time. :) It's good when we can be happy with what life brings us. :) Posted by: Lisa at November 14, 2004 05:38 PMWil, FG Posted by: Fabian at November 14, 2004 05:46 PMWil-- This is AWESOME news!! Now I'm even more excited about going to MacWorld!! Eric Posted by: Eric at November 14, 2004 06:12 PMI know what that's like to not post a blog entry for one of those three reasons. Those are the only reasons I miss entries in my own blog. Glad I'm not the only one! *lol* Posted by: Nicole at November 14, 2004 06:21 PMAwesome!!! speaking at Macworld. You are well on your way to being more than the Star Trek , dude ( which you already are) As always enjoy reading your blog. Kevin Posted by: Kevin at November 14, 2004 09:10 PMYou mean you haven't been in hiding because the internet is abuzz with talk of what's going on at G4 (you know, where TechTV went to die...) Well, ok. Maybe not ALL abuzz. Just some noisy chatter. Posted by: G at November 14, 2004 10:40 PMWow major flash back reading this entry... I was one of those 5000 people sat in the Royal Albert Hall all those years ago. Between you and Avery Brooks singing I had a brilliant time! Anyway good luck with all your projects and I hope you don't get too nervous thinking about all those people listening to you...its just the recognition you deserve for all you've accomplished in your life!! Alexandra, UK Posted by: Alexandra at November 14, 2004 11:59 PMA Rush and a Push and the Land is Ours!!! Will, love the Smiths references!!! Did you see Morrissey on his current Tour??? Posted by: KenB at November 15, 2004 12:38 AMHello there! I hate to change the subject, but we all know that someone does it occasionally (and it's already happened in these comments). Colin Powell is resigning from the cabinet. I know that most of us disapprove of President Bush, but I thought I might be able to handle the next four years as long as someone sensible is in the Cabinet. As far as I can tell, Colin Powell is it, and he's leaving. We are so screwed... Posted by: Nicci at November 15, 2004 01:35 PMi once had to sing the national anthem at a soccer game in front of 17,500-ish people. i didn't throw up until well after i was off the field. you'll be fine, wil. :) Posted by: barbie2be at November 15, 2004 01:55 PMGood Luck with this MacWorld appearance and happy belated anniversary to you and Anne.:) Posted by: Dan L at November 15, 2004 02:04 PMbest of luck, Wil. I enjoy reading your work these days, and I agree with you on your point that you've earned this whole bit as more than just a used-to-be. Your writing here, day-to-dayy, is interesting 'cause it's real life, not Hollywood Hogwash (you quote FG, I can quote Simpsons). Best of luck. Posted by: ben at November 15, 2004 04:14 PMNice talk at ApacheCon today! Very interesting and entertaining. Are you planning to play any poker while in Vegas? I've been itching to get to the tables, but have to wait until the conference is over. Hope to see you across the felt. Posted by: Zez at November 15, 2004 10:46 PMCongrats!!! By the way, I have to say you are looking FINE these days. Way better than the "Wesley" days would have led me to believe. Posted by: Jim at November 15, 2004 10:53 PMTrolls pretending to be Wil are totally uncool. I tend to believe that most of Wil's fans are smarter than the average bear, so I don't think anyone is going to believe the post by "Wil Wheaton" up there was real. I felt I had to say something about it anyway, especially since Wil probably doesn't want to spend his days policing his blog. Anyway, please note that when the real Wil Wheaton posts here, it's always under the name "wil" Posted by: mraymer at November 16, 2004 01:25 AMWow! That is so freaking awesome! In the immortal words of Strong Bad, "Holy Crap!" Congrats and good luck. I know you'll kick ass...er...speak well...lol And good for you on being content with your life as it is. I know reaching that place in your life can be hard and some of us never do, so relish it! =-) Posted by: Jennifer at November 16, 2004 06:57 AMWith regards to the above: OoooooooooooK... Another week with no posts. Hmmm. Methinks Wil be a busy guy. Hopefully it's the good kind of busy. /goes back to checking the RSS at least twice a day Posted by: Eric in PA at November 16, 2004 07:39 AMYou know, whoever this person is that keeps acting like Wil...i feel really sorry for them. Think about it, most of us that come here are here because we appreciate Wil's work (acting or writing)or maybe we never knew who he was and simply appreciate him as another average joe who keeps a pretty amusing, smart, and fun blog. This person is here for different reason....simply becuase they have nothing better to do with their pathetic life. You know even if Wil was a washed-up has been who only laments over his past, that person pretending to be him would still be more pathetic. ps. Hes probably sitting at his computer right now (because he never parts from his baby), with a space suit on that has a "shut up wesley" button pinned proudly to his chest. (sorry, i couldnt resist pointing out the obvious...you were thinking it too!) Posted by: Grace at November 16, 2004 10:01 AMHow did I know you would be back? And, yes i do apologize to Wil, but not for what you said. I want to apologize for continuing this and giving you exactly what you wanted. Oh well, have your fun...i have other responsibilities. Posted by: Grace at November 16, 2004 11:42 AMKudos on the speaking opportunity. Planning to speak about the exploding motherboard on that Mac? Sure, it's got the reliability record of a 12 cylinder Jaguar with a missing timing belt, but at least it's not from Microsoft. :) Have fun in Vegas! Watch out for the river. eric Posted by: eric b at November 16, 2004 11:44 AMYou know what they say: Once you go Mac you never go back! :) I'm a Mac addict as well, and I live too far away to ever make it to the Mac expos without a lot of planning. I'm super jealous. You'll have to tell us all about the fancy new products we can expect. *wipes drool* Posted by: Lisa at November 16, 2004 12:52 PMI deleted and IP-banned the genius who thought he could get away with impersonating me while I was AFK. Incidentally, the offending comments came from 64.107.1.239. Have a nice day. Posted by: wil at November 16, 2004 09:59 PMWelcome Home, Wil Wheaton!! Sorry Wil, i apoligize for the posts. Posted by: Stephen at November 17, 2004 09:18 PM
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