Aww, don't be sad. Something will come along. Everything happens for a reason.

Posted by: lizvang! at January 28, 2005 04:05 PM

That's too bad, Wil.

Can't be fun when your "essences" aren't right, but since you're so in love with the script, wouldn't you rather see the PERFECT person in this role than someone who isn't exactly right?

Posted by: Niki at January 28, 2005 04:05 PM

I am so sorry Wil! You know, I woke up to an E Mail, kindly rejecting me from a job too. I was depressed all day. I will keep hoping for you, and I am sending major positivity your way. Being smart, caring, and passioante should NEVER be a detrament to us. Look ay my TYPE key Bio and check out my Blog entry today and the E Mail I got. Let me know what you feel in my comments, Id love a little cheering up too.

Posted by: Quincey at January 28, 2005 04:07 PM

I'd give you all the phrases about "their loss" and "next time, for sure" and "that's tough, Wil", but you've been around long enough that I know you've heard them all, no matter how sincere. And I am being absolutely sincere.

So instead I'll throw a few internets hugs your way. Woven in the hugs are tons of good "amazing movie" mojo. I hope that'll do the trick!

Posted by: Carol at January 28, 2005 04:08 PM

Chin up, dude. Things will work out. You're making the rounds, and that's the important thing.

Posted by: lomara at January 28, 2005 04:14 PM

Yeah, this show will still be amazing, and you're right, Niki. But I'm still sad. This show is going to take its place alongside Lost and Arrested Development in the Big List Of Great Shows That Finally Killed Reality Television™, though, and I really wanted to be part of it.

Posted by: Wil at January 28, 2005 04:15 PM

Just one more thing Wil Hun,

I am being honest when I say that you are so passionate, funny, and you are an amazing actor. If Hollywood has "sold" out to a "type" SCREW EM!

Lastly, if not for you, your Blog, you sharing that you are going through similar torments as I am, I would have not gotten through today and my early morning E Mail rejecting me for a job. I will continue to send you much MOJO for that amazing film, and here is a hug from one sad woman to a sad man in need of a hug. :)

Posted by: Quincey at January 28, 2005 04:16 PM

I hope you feel better. I know TV is not theatre, but I got turned down last year for a role I was dying for. If you read Ray Bradbury, we did four of his short stories. In "The Veldt" I wanted to play Wendy, one of the sadistic children. Alas, I didn't get the part and was crushed. However, I got into the play in April called "Reckless" about family. That was fun.

Remember, everyone who comments on here cares about you and wishes the best for you and family. So read some, they'll brighten up your day!

Posted by: Ruth at January 28, 2005 04:18 PM

Wil,
No matter how many jobs I get turned down for I always remember that there will be other interviews.

FG

Posted by: FABIAN at January 28, 2005 04:19 PM

Really sorry buddy was hoping that you'd get it. I'm a firm believe in the philsophy that everything happens for a reason and that every things turns out good even though initially it might not seem like it.

A wise man once said "let me win ,and if i cannot win let me be brave in the attempt". You did your best bud cant do more than that. Something better will come up, I garauntee it. Im sure theres lots of irish films would jump at chance of having ya, ya should get on to colm meaney cos he's after appearing in a lot of good irish films.

P.S. I added some U2 pics to my photoblog.

http://noelburke.buzznet.com

Posted by: Noel Burke at January 28, 2005 04:19 PM

Is there a title for this show?

Posted by: Kjarka at January 28, 2005 04:20 PM

Oh man Wil. That really is the worst kind of rejection. I know that this will sound uber cheesy but you have a lot going for you. By them not casting you it is absoutely their loss.

You rule dude.

Posted by: Sean W at January 28, 2005 04:43 PM

Oh, and I don't think "it's their loss" or "I would have been better" or anything like that. There are absolutely no sour grapes. I want to be clear about that.

I just wanted to be part of something great, and I'm sad that I'm not.

I suspect I'll find some way to get over it. :)

Posted by: Wil at January 28, 2005 04:43 PM

You're right Wil. It did not seem that you had sour grapes though. :) I know you will get over it, but you deserve to feel better soon. I am trying to feel better as well. You read my prior comments to you? Just sending you some love! :)

Posted by: Quincey at January 28, 2005 04:50 PM

Maybe next time you should get extremely drunk, forger you even have a script until the day before the audition. I mean, make yourself just seriously not give a shit until the last minute, maybe it would help. I hope things come good for you soon Wil, take care.

Posted by: bananasontoast at January 28, 2005 04:58 PM

That's pretty magnanimous of you Wil. More than I would be at any rate. Funny we posted that at the exact same time though.

At any rate I hope you have a good weekend. You still rule.

*word*

Posted by: Sean W at January 28, 2005 04:59 PM

I had a similar dilemma after trying out for my high school's spring musical, Little Shop of Horrors. I don't think I've ever wanted anything more than to be in that show, so I was supremely disappointed when I was assigned to the chorus. We've just started rehearsals, and I think I can convince the director to give me a part as an extra that would help me to nearly steal the show for at least a minute, so if I do end up playing that small part it will make up for not having a major role in the show. Sometimes you just have to move on and find something else that will make you forget about the role that you wanted so badly.

Posted by: Ryan at January 28, 2005 04:59 PM

I wish I could say "I know how that feels. You'll get another part, don't worry about it."

However, I don't know how it feels, and unfortunately casting is not up to me.

While the casting crew is doing their little "let's not go with Wil, he's got too many great qualities," Write some more. That's what I do when I'm upset. I write and write and write until my hands feel like they'll fall off. It's a catharsis.

Posted by: jude at January 28, 2005 05:00 PM

Aww, so sorry you didn't get The Role, Wil. There'll be other 'The Scripts'... At least, I hope there will be.
You can always just turn up U2 really loud and get lost in the music, that could help in a sixteen-year-old's-fix kinda way.

Posted by: Constable_Geek at January 28, 2005 05:00 PM

Wil, sorry to hear it. wish one of these casting directors would get their head out of their butt and realize you are good enough, and you are the man to bring the role to life.

keep the faith!

Posted by: Sinkuu at January 28, 2005 05:02 PM

i went back to listen to the audioblog...and i must say...THAT was INTENSE.

in the stages of dreaming and wanting there always seems to come a page when doubt and sadness creep in...that's natural...either you're going to get this movie or you're not...but the point is...no matter how dark you feel about your chances of getting what you want right now...it still may happen...there may be a battle going on right now unknown to you...is it wil wheaton...or should we use this other guy...you won't know until it happens...but it still may happen...so keep hoping and dreaming until either your dream comes true...or your hopes for this project crash...after all...you're a passionate person...so what else can be done?.

and as for the series...it might have gotten in the way of the movie schedule...if things are going to go your way...maybe you had to lose somewhere...maybe you're about to win something really big...i sure hope so.

Posted by: d. burr at January 28, 2005 05:05 PM

Oh ya forgot to say, just cos of all the mentions of it on your site hear i said id go out and buy stand by me on dvd. I've never seen or heard of it before so im looking forward to seeing it. Ashamed to say that ive never heard of it, but im in ireland remember so not all american films are big over here. Im pretty sure that i mightve been hidden under a rock when this was out but then again i was only 7 when it came out according to the copright date on the dvd!

Posted by: Noel Burke at January 28, 2005 05:07 PM

Ah jeez, I hate to hear that you're sad. It's a crushing disappointment, but keep plugging, you know we're all waiting to see your next piece of acting, read your next piece of writing. You have a great support system at home, and a not-too-shabby one here in cyberworld. Lots of folks are pulling for you Wil, so go out and get the next one. As I write this, my eye keeps drifting over to the death and destruction scrolling up the screen on the right-hand side. That'll sledgehammer some perspective into us. Go to Disneyland and ride Soarin' over California--that couldn't hurt either.

Posted by: maycomb at January 28, 2005 05:08 PM

That is teh Suck, Mr. Wil. When I'm rich and famous I'll hire you for any project of mine you want to work on. :)

Posted by: Clay at January 28, 2005 05:12 PM

:(
Dorks the lot of 'em.

Posted by: SandieK at January 28, 2005 05:19 PM

Ach.... that's bad news... Tough break. Well there will always be more great scripts, and there will be chances to be a part of them. Personally, I cannot relate to this level of audition but I imagine it has to get frustrating.

I like to take out stresses like this by playing some Freelancer, Call of Duty or perhaps even some NHL hockey... The "Big Hit" smash through the glass can be very exciting :D

Or go and paint a mini!

Posted by: Glyn Evans at January 28, 2005 05:41 PM

Wil: I just spent a year trying to trade up from a job that was becoming increasingly unpleasant. Interview after interview went well, but I was a bit too experienced, etc. Sucks. Finally got a gig that gets me away from my own private boss from hell, so I guess persistence pays off.

Anyway, thought I'd mention I did search on Flick for "Wil Wheaton" and came up with about 20 pics of you at various signings, etc.

Here's one set of pics:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/chrislewis/tags/wilwheaton

Posted by: Eric E at January 28, 2005 05:55 PM

Figured out the URL for the page that has ALL the pics from Flickr:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/tags/wilwheaton/

Posted by: Eric E at January 28, 2005 05:57 PM

I didn't get any "sour grapes" feeling from you at all, Wil. I just know that friends and family and fans will default to such phrases and will honestly mean them. And I know that, no matter how fantastic you are (and you are fantastic, I've seen you do the J. Keith van Stratten Show a few times, not to mention other work of yours I've watched), you've heard all those phrases before. It's the nature of the business. Doesn't make it any less sad when a dream role slips away like that.

But the mojo-woven internets hugs are still there for the taking, any time you need them. And I'm sure Anne, Ryan and Nolan have more than a few of the real-life mojo woven hugs in stock as well.

Posted by: Carol at January 28, 2005 06:03 PM

After every "other direction," ya just gotta keep on goin'. There's no other way to get to the big payoff.

In the meantime, remember those dear to you as they are more important than anything. They support you. I support you. We all support you.

And if anyone has anything negative to say about it, it's cuz they've realized Wil Wheaton has got it better than them.

Posted by: Slacter at January 28, 2005 06:17 PM

That sux. I am very sorry to hear it. I have an interview for the exact job I want on Monday, so I understand the feeling of wanting this oppurtunity to be the one, and unfortunately I also understand the feeling of missing out that oppurtunity.

I know you'll find a way to get over it, and I also know that things will work out. They always do. You've made the point many times, that in the long run, the things that felt like failures were really what need to happen.

You'll get that big break, we all know it!

Posted by: jcklsgk at January 28, 2005 06:43 PM

oh I am so sorry. I know that awesome role WILL come for you, I just know it. Everything happens for a reason and I know your time will come.(or well role in this case)

Posted by: JenniferB at January 28, 2005 06:48 PM

. . . whenever I get too sad about something I have leaving, or something I want not showing up, I look back at different times in my life when this happened and how I can see that Life was taking care of me in ways that I couldn't have possibly known. I also say this little prayer: Thank you Life for taking care of me so well, for not bringing me this thing, even though I have no freaking idea why. You have always hooked me up, and in the most amazing freaky ways that i never would have thought of on my own. Thank you Life for the strength and grace to accept this latest round with humor and style.

You have brightness and goodness and passion and talent on your side. You are doing good things in the world . . . :)

Posted by: Katherine at January 28, 2005 07:21 PM

Wil - You're amazing. That's all there is to it.

Posted by: OddieTaco at January 28, 2005 07:41 PM

Wil -- When you hear that kind of feedback, I wonder why they won't just call you back. They like you, and now you know what they want out of you, so wouldn't that help you give the role something they want the next time? I guess that's just not the way it works, eh?

Posted by: Gudlyf at January 28, 2005 07:45 PM

Oh, and sorry to hear your hopes were dashed. It would be freakin' amazing if you'd land a role we'd all get to see you in regularly, then actually see you write about here and interact with your fans.

Posted by: Gudlyf at January 28, 2005 07:47 PM

Well it just means that something better is going to come along. Don't get too down dude. Oh yeah watched Next Generation a week ago and guess who was the guest star? Yeah Ashley Judd. It was the episode, "The Game". That happens to be one of my favorite episodes. They are showing Next Generation on Spike TV so I catch it whenever I get a chance. I miss seeing you on tv wil.Do you remember the music video that Ben E King did for "Stand By Me"? I have the ultimate special edition of "STAND BY ME" that has that on there. Brings back memories every time I watch it. LOL. I noticed you have a pretty good rhythmn going at the end of the music video. Hee hee hee.

Morgan

Posted by: morgan at January 28, 2005 07:55 PM

That Sucks Wil, but like ya said it will help down the road..

Cheers,

Keith (Xgaming) Dick

Posted by: Keith Xgaming at January 28, 2005 08:07 PM

So sorry to hear that things didn't go your way. I was looking forward to seeing you in a weekly series again. I'm sure it means that something bigger and better is on the way. Sending you good thoughts.

Posted by: sonjaag at January 28, 2005 08:09 PM

Hug your wife and kids. It will make you feel better. Also, remember that you have an entire army of Monkeys at your fingertips, just waiting to be called into action. We may not be winged, but we can write e-mails, and anytime you want a "hire-Wil-Wheaton-you-jerkoids" campaign, all you have to do is press the Big Red Button we all know you have between the "Crtl" and "Alt" keys on your keyboard, and it shall be done.

Mmmm...power.

Herself,
The Goddess of Justice and Vengeance

Posted by: Aylaleia at January 28, 2005 08:25 PM

What can I say that hasn't been said?

Yeah, nothing.

But what has been said, I second. I know it sounds weak, but words fail me. I admire your passion, so I'll take a shot.

That passion of yours, that quality that seems to lift you up and hold you back. We (and I think I speak for all of us) love it. It hooks us and draws us in. It makes want to interact with you, not because you were on Star Trek, not because of Stand By Me and not because you are a celebrity. But because, for a book reading or a few minutes in front of the computer, we get to live with a bit of your passion. We get to peek inside of the Geek and see a different world (and, sometimes, a reflection of ourselves).

We get hooked, and we don't mind. But the hook comes with a price. I won't claim we live it all, and see it all, but I think, in some small way, we all feel your pain. And we all want to be here to feel your triumph.

Posted by: Maverick at January 28, 2005 09:53 PM

The cheese is worth the squeeze big lad. Keep a peaceful mind and the good stuff will be forthcoming ;-)

Posted by: Spanners at January 28, 2005 10:26 PM

OK, this sucks. But you can't let it shake you. Each audition you go into and wow them leaves that impression. They will remember, they might even think of you when they are writing that next role. It will happen. It is a goofy business because talent does not necessarily mean you succeed like you should but you will work. It will happen, I swear.

I still say you should be writing the great parts for yourself. You can do it. You prove it every day that you have it in you. 4 kazillion blog readers can't be wrong.

Posted by: Laurie Drew at January 28, 2005 10:36 PM

Bummer, Wil.

You hang in there, man. The right thing will come along and you'll be the flavor of the month. It's just a matter of time.

Posted by: LynnZee at January 28, 2005 10:49 PM

For the love of God, I wish you could give hugs over the internet.

I know the feeling of wanting to be part of something great. Geez, doesn't everyone? So I think we can all empathise with you right now - but I guess that doesn't make it any easier, huh? ((What is it with me and rhetorical questions today?))

But I'm sticking with LynnZee - you should write your own show, Wil. Not only would it kick butt, but you could write yourself a smart, intellectual character who's passionate with a capital P.

I'll keep my fingers crossed for The Movie. Stay hopeful.

Posted by: Holly P at January 28, 2005 11:07 PM

:-(

I'm still hoping, Wil! Sending massive positive vibes your way!!!!!

Scott

Posted by: Scott T at January 29, 2005 12:08 AM

Hi Wil,

Yes, there is a reason why I am taking the liberty of calling you Wil. According to a quiz I took at Blogthings.com, I am your Blog Twin. I came here to meet you and to comment and also hope that you will come and visit my journal. Here is the link.

http://journals.aol.com/ginskia/whatdescribesanitaasanitaasanind

Hope you get the part you are trying for and you have a great weekend.

:) Anita

Posted by: ginskia at January 29, 2005 12:17 AM

Heck with'em, Wil. You know you kick ass, and that's all that really matters.

Besides. You have a brilliant career as a writer ahead of you! Nothing to sneeze at, methinks.

And you still have "Amazing Movie" to hope for. Don't give up yet!

Someday, Hollywood is going to wake up and say "Ahhhh shit, why the hell did we pass Wheaton up?" This will be when you land a sweet part, it breaks all sorts of expectations, and the industry realizes what asshats they've been.

Seriously. It'll happen. Your Monkey Posse has faith in you, you have faith in you, your family has faith in you... You'll come out on top, one way or the other!

Posted by: Eric in PA at January 29, 2005 12:19 AM

hey wil,

*HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* i hope that's enough hugs for the time being to get you through being sad. hugs are the greatest things in the world for cheering people up. There is also a LOAD of happy mojo in there too!

take care wil,
love rach

Posted by: rach at January 29, 2005 01:14 AM

You're bound to get a part, somehow, some way. I'm rooting you on, man.

Posted by: beau99 at January 29, 2005 01:31 AM

Hey bro!
1. Crack a can of the black and white. Drink it slow and think how good it is to be alive.
2. Count all these comments, from people who wish you well.

That ought to cheer you up.

Posted by: David L at January 29, 2005 04:10 AM

Wil, hang in there. Somehow, I have a feeling that when your moment happens, it will eclipse all of the other bright stars that you've gazed upon. Keep reaching; you are amazing.

(I'm getting both your books for my birthday. Best. Presents. Ever. I can't wait!)

Posted by: Corky at January 29, 2005 06:07 AM

Good things come to those who wait but if you can't wait, create it for yourself. You're an awfully fine writer Wil, so why not write a script yourself, it's worked for other actors who for unkown reasons had trouble landing roles. Just my two cents worth. Best wishes to you and yours.

Kind regards,

Brodye

Posted by: Brodye at January 29, 2005 06:40 AM

A. That sucks! 2. don't forget one thing - the producers have yet to figure out this weblog thing to begin with and there are a lot of people that read it. One day it will happen, because some unlame producer read your book or loves you weblog and we'll all watch you. And we'll tell all our friends about this gig you got and they'll see it and like it and tell some friend and the ratings/boxoffice will be up and it will be because of you and those lame producers show/movie that went no where will get fired because they knew they should have hired you and didn't and now their getting you mocha at the local Starbucks.

Well, it could happen - at least I hope this made you smile!!

macshaggy

Posted by: macshaggy at January 29, 2005 07:23 AM

You know Wil, I think writing your own script is definately something you should consider. :) You are talented in writing and acting so why not let those two things colaborate.

Also, I know many of us have been saying to "perk up", "don't let it get to you", and that "it is their loss" etc. Now, all that positivity is true, and I even said similar things in my comments, but that does not make it better I know. It does hurt, and all you can do is take the love and TRY and feel right again. Go to your Anne, Nolan, and Ryan, and you will see how quick the love from the people who mean the most counts. Let yourself be upset if you need to though, it's allowed, but know also that you are very talented and don't take it as a personal dig at you when you don't land that part! (Easier said than done, I know)

Keep positive, stay great, and much love
-Quincey

Posted by: Quincey at January 29, 2005 07:27 AM

Wow. After pre-teen years of drooling over Gordie Lachance, hanging pictures of Wil Wheaton - teen heart-throb - on my bedroom wall, admiring Wesley Crusher in his starfleet uniform, and reading your blog since its inception, I finally reached the final frontier to send you a COMMENT! Oh, my heart's all a-flutter. Just wanted to pool the feeling that it's about time Wil Wheaton became a weekly part of my television diet. Where do we protest, picket in the streets, send out mass email!?!?!

Posted by: MoMar at January 29, 2005 07:47 AM

Keep the faith!

Posted by: applesauce at January 29, 2005 07:57 AM

Aww Wil, your glass is neither half empty nor half full. It's just twice as large as it needs to be.

I love this quote:
"No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man."
--Heraclitas

Posted by: TheEmperfect at January 29, 2005 08:11 AM

I am so so so so sorry. I said a prayer when you posted about the audition. Hopefully the tiny silverlineing will become gold. I'm crushed!!! Hang in there!

Posted by: Brendear21 at January 29, 2005 08:15 AM

I do know how you feel. Let me suggest a book to you that might help. It's called Just A Geek and it helped remind me that balance between different dreams, family and job are necessary to keep emotionally healthy. Perhaps this is the best time to forge ahead on the next writing gig you've envisioned rather than the next acting gig.

Posted by: jslicer at January 29, 2005 08:15 AM

Wil: A little lesson I've drawn from your blog and books is that sometimes thing happen for a reason, even if the reason is not clear to us at the moment. Perhaps writting down "the 7 things you are grateful for today" will help put things in perspective?

Anyways, hope you feel better soon. Hang in there!

Posted by: Ana Marylee at January 29, 2005 08:54 AM

You need to be more careful Wil, or us psycho ladies who loved you for who you were will love you even more for who you are.

When you get to the big (or small) screen again (and you will) I will be crying with pride.

Posted by: heather at January 29, 2005 11:18 AM

Dam that sucks.
Not much else I can say that
hasn't been said before.
I am looking forward to your
next book, whenever it comes out.

Posted by: ColleenS at January 29, 2005 11:58 AM

Wil,
Don't worry about it. I am sure you will get something soon. Don't let it get you down :)
--M

Posted by: omega593 at January 29, 2005 12:06 PM

Hey Wil:

Finding the right fit in a role sounds difficult due to the number of variables and internal forces. Remember that the passion you felt in this role was a lesson in itself--it was a moment of clarity--rare gifts we seldom get. You now know what it feels like to lust for the perfomancec--not for money or fame, but for the mere art of you medium. Keep that in mind, you have already won the role. Take the lesson and move on--I think you know from reading a script of a cancer victim, life is too short to dwell in the past. Hug your kids, oogle at your wife, scratch your dog, feel the warmth of your home around you and feel grateful for your artistic gifts--that is what is to be celebrated. Grieve the loss for the moment, acknowlege the passing saddness, then embrance where you are in the present! Take care, Trace

Posted by: tracy at January 29, 2005 04:24 PM

buck up, master frodo! you'll get your chance, and then you *will* throw the ring into the cracks of doom. after getting your finger bitten off by that stinker gollum, i guess.

Posted by: drow at January 29, 2005 05:06 PM

oh Wil, i'm so sorry! how dissapointing!!! i dont really know what to say, if you were one of my girlfriends i would say lets break out the cookie dough and pick up some new shoes... oh what the hell, do it anyway!
we all love you wil...

Posted by: Jessie at January 29, 2005 06:36 PM

Hang in there Wil.

Posted by: drdrew at January 29, 2005 07:25 PM

Whatever the roll is; I will watch. I watch any rerun of ST:TNG on Spike with you in it just in the hope it will increase whatever residuals you may still get.

It would be cool to see you play Wesley Crusher's father or grandfather like Brent Spiner has been doing. I know that ST is behind you and that Rick Berman hasn't been the best human being to you.

Keep fighting. Keep kicking. Keep being a geek.

dan

Posted by: whoisdan at January 29, 2005 09:11 PM

I'm sorry to hear this one hasn't panned out. The stars haven't aligned for you yet, but I'm sure A good project will be coming for you this year!

Posted by: pyrofenix at January 29, 2005 11:04 PM

I don't know how you actors do it. My old roomette was an actor and the highs and lows he went through in the audition process was nuts. I asked him once if it was worth it and he said he didn't know but what else was he going to do. He was an actor and auditions are part of the game. Good luck to ya.

Posted by: motoyen at January 29, 2005 11:09 PM

Well that blows! We are definitely missing out for Hollywood's stupidity.

I concur with some of the previous posts. I think you could write a kick-ass screenplay! And things do/don't happen for a reason...this I know from reading your books/blog, and from my own personal experience. So, feel your sadness, and when you are ready, wake up to a new beautiful day.

Hey, have you ever thought about trying for or writing a play?

This is my first comment post and I want to say thank you for sharing your talents and life. You are a true gift Wil.

May the mojo be with you!

Posted by: Mel at January 30, 2005 01:08 AM

I'm also so sorry, Wil. I know it is very hard, but you have so many talents. You are a very good actor. I read your books and they were super. You can write in a special way, that makes me feel good.

Good luck!

Posted by: Annie at January 30, 2005 04:15 AM

Sorry to hear that, Wil.

That's the most frustrating thing about acting: No matter how much you prepare, regardless of how good or how passionate you are, sometimes you just aren't the right person for the part (at least in the eyes of those who have the power to make that choice... heh).

Of course, since you do prepare... since you are good... and passionate... and most of all, persistent, you will get other roles. You will get good roles. You will get roles that you can fall in love with. Just not this one. Not this time.

Keep smiling, buddy.

S

Posted by: Scott Ganyo at January 30, 2005 07:37 AM

Wil,

I've been watching NUMB3RS the past two weeks and I could *totally* see you as playing the math genius, EXCEPT that the other family are a different ethnicity.

Best of luck on your next project.

Posted by: pbarnes7 at January 30, 2005 08:17 AM

Wil,
To read your post, and listen to your audioblog entry, just breaks my heart. I can hear the Passion with a capital P in your voice. I don't understand how a person like you with such enthusiasm and talent can be passed up for someone who 'doesn't give a shit', because maybe they really don't, and then what does that mean for the amazing project?
It's also harder with no one to blame but yourself, but don't, because you don't deserve the blame. Maybe they just can't get past their own image of the character.
I'm thinking about what to do with my life right now. I don't know at all what I want to do, and if I dropped everything and went off to be an actor, I'd be so scared of Passion, and constant disappointment because of it, that I'd probably give up. You haven't, and you shouldn't, because you are talented and Passionate and super cool. Keep writing, make us real happy. ^_^

Posted by: Joan at January 30, 2005 08:57 AM

Wow. I just listened to the audio post and that was great stuff. I hope you get it. Maybe if enough of us wish it and concentrate hard it will happen.
Or you can announce that you're giving up acting again. The last time you did that in your blog the jobs and auditions seemed to start flooding in. :D

Posted by: AT at January 30, 2005 11:58 AM

Aww, Wil! *hugs you until your ribs crack and your eyeballs pop out*

p.s.: You should read the comments on your LiveJournal feed...

Posted by: kittykaty at January 30, 2005 02:01 PM

we're even not remotely in the same profession, but i can sympathise with what you've posted. i'm up for a new role in the company i work for. if i don't get the 'part' i'll be disappointed; not because i'd resent the choice made but, rather, because i know how i can/could contribute in a more meaningful way.

good luck. you seem to be consistent in your passions; that's why i read your blog.

Posted by: smbailey at January 30, 2005 04:40 PM

Hey Wil - Sorry to hear the disappointing news. Perhaps it's a sign that you're meant for much better things to come? Regardless, I raise my pint of Guinness in sympathy.

--T

Posted by: t_knotts at January 30, 2005 06:13 PM

I'm sure things will work out eventually for you soon. Keep your chin up and keep at it. Good things come to those who wait :)

Posted by: RavenBlue at January 31, 2005 03:21 AM

Sending massive hugs your way Wil:) It's their loss.

Posted by: Pixie at January 31, 2005 07:32 AM

Sending massive hugs your way Wil:) It's their loss.

Posted by: Pixie at January 31, 2005 07:34 AM

From what I gather, the actors and director are great group of people and you have great respect for them. And the script really touched you deeply. More ways than you though a script can do to you. I think you should not give up on this film project. You are very talented in many areas, like your writings.

We all need our day of sorrow, but it must followed buy days of reflection and action. Write a letter to the director, thanking him for the opportunity and all that jazz. But you tell him what you told us. It seems you did not expect how this script has connected with you. And on how deep respect you have for the writing. Get evolved in this film project in any way you can. You care about this project to succeed.

And you get connections if you do. Do not give up on this project.

Posted by: EnriqueH at January 31, 2005 09:44 AM

HO ya.. I forgot.. Go and hug your Mom, and tell her how much you love her. I think we all should do that.

Posted by: EnriqueH at January 31, 2005 09:55 AM

Wil,

Here is a pick me up for ya.

In the most secluded and peaceful of places (the bathroom), I have replace my normal reading (How to Lose Weight by Eating Only Pizza), with JAG.

There is nothing more harmonious in the world than reading JAG with your pants around your ankles.

No .. really .. you should try it. :)

I just burned through the chapter where you discussed your first web page and "Prove to Them". (Oh, and a couple of matches, too).

I have faith in you, Wil, that you will land a part that was made for you. You are a nice guy, funny, abitious, and cute. Everything that a woman on an online dating service is looking for. Eventually, someone from Hollywood's stage or screen is going to realize your potential.

Chin up.

Patrick

Posted by: Widget at January 31, 2005 11:07 AM

Wil, I can only pray that you actually see this. I know lots of folks are handing you platitudes, advice, and "don't worry, you're great" comments.
I'm not going to do that. I'm going to give you a story (wicked short), and what I hope to be a valuable thought.
Short story - I've wanted to be a musician, a writers, and own my own business. I tried to bring other people into all three, and it failed miserably. So I'm working on recording my 2nd CD now with home recording, and I'm promoting myself; I finished my first novel and will start submitting for rejection soon; I am developing my company concept on my own. I will get one of the three to happen, because I've given up on other folks helping me and I'm doing it on my own - taking help only where I absolutely need it.

So here's my point. Stop being upset, because it's January 31st. I usually find 2-3 days are good for upset (it's what I give myself), but now let's move. You've got two AWESOME books, you said you're working on another, you are an interesting guy and a good actor (still think Toy Soldiers is your best work). So, screw the others. Get a fiction book out - throw your heart into it (we'll understand if we hear from you sporadically). Or better yet, write a script, movie or TV, animated or live, and put yourself in it. To that end, I offer you something that is tough for me, but what the hell. On the way to my first novel, I had a lot of short stories, and pieces; some good ideas, some almost completed ideas. If you contact me, I'll give you my run of it all - sci fi, fantasy, action - and you can use whatever you want. I don't even need credit. gbbloom@gmail.com will get you my contact, sir, and I'll give you whatever you need. Buck up, Wil, you can do this, just need a new angle, and a nose to the grindstone.

Posted by: garybloom at January 31, 2005 12:15 PM

Chin up- geeks shall one day inherit the earth.

Posted by: Brian at January 31, 2005 12:28 PM

Ergh.

I must to admit to a lameness that thought these two were the same thing; I thought the audioblog entry was going to the audition that you were really really passionate about.

God, that sucks! Doubly, now that I know they're too different things. As far as the audition, I think it's worth having read with that cast too--even if it was only during the rehearsal process.

*** many virtual margaritas *** [to be drunk in a responsible manner, benefitting those who look to your example, of course].

Posted by: Craig Steffen at January 31, 2005 03:04 PM

Man, as a long time reader, I'm sorry to hear that.

Here's something small to cheer you up a little: I missed your book signing in San Francisco because I heard about it at the last minute, right before going to my biweekly D&D game. When everyone got there, I mentioned it to the rest of the group, and every single person said, man, I would've skipped out on the game to go to that signing. You make hardcore gamer geeks want to miss their fix -- and none of us are trekkies, it's all the rest of your career and WWDN as well that's captivated us. And the next time you're speaking/signing/reading in San Francisco, our whole group'll be there come hell or high water.

Posted by: cr0wgrrl at January 31, 2005 03:30 PM

Chin up Wil, things are getting better

Posted by: Jules at January 31, 2005 10:37 PM

Hmmmn....

Not sure what all the fuss is about. Move on and be happy.

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Posted by: Frothy at February 1, 2005 06:38 PM

Dude, that's awful!
But while I can't really add much to all of the wonderful comments already posted, I can't help but think that with your writing skills, writing yourself a killer part would be a natural fit.

After all, if that A**Hat Ben Affleck can get famous co-writing a movie, how much better would it be coming from you?

Chin Up, Sparky!

Posted by: Ignatz at February 2, 2005 01:43 PM

Hi Wil,

When my dad got sick with pancreatic cancer in the year 1999, it was the worst news I'd ever heard. But, I still didn't believe he would die from it. I was grateful that he lived long enough to see the year 2000 (he passed away a few months later in May) and I understand all the medical reasons why he got cancer. None of that made it better. Nothing makes it better. You just have to believe that the grief will lessen with time and eventually you'll be able to smile when you think of your loved one, instead of cry. It does happen. But it seems to take forever. And I still miss my dad. And Lady and Judy, the dogs I grew up with. And the kitties I've lost over the years. You find a way to make it through. It's what we do as humans. I hope Sketch and the rest of the animals and humans you love live a very very long time.

Hugs! Tracey

Posted by: Tracey at February 5, 2005 06:05 PM